Why is my brain doing this?
splitstage: WHY DAMN THEE, PARANOID BRAIN OF MINE. DAMN THEE. WHAT ME TOO WHAT ARE WE THINKING ABOUT
and sometimes I wonder
I have had tons of opportunities to do all sorts of things with my life. Honestly, I do so even now, and I can only sit and wonder why I can’t take advantage of it all. No, seriously, it’s as if my teenage mind hasn’t the capability to give a shit. Or maybe I’ve never had the capability. This isn’t really anything new. It’s like… ah, I don’t know. ...
Sometimes I forget how lucky I am.